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最初的夢想。。。最初的朋友

2010-02-09T00:28:00.004+08:00

很庆幸有一班很好的朋友
大家都很不同
但这些不同并未在我们之间变成隔墙

好多年的朋友，每个人追逐着不一样的梦
但友情像酒般，越酿越浓

这就是真正的朋友了吧 =)

<最初的夢想>
如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下

又怎会懂得要多努力才走得到远方

如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖千钧一发

又怎会晓得执着的人拥有隐形翅牓

把眼泪装在心上会开出勇敢的花

可以在疲惫的时光闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳

就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮

又能边走着边哼着歌用轻快的步伐

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量

多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀

很高兴一路上我们的默契那么长

穿过风又绕个弯心还连着像往常一样

最初的梦想紧握在手上

最想要去的地方怎么能在半路就返航

最初的梦想绝对会到达

实现了真的渴望才能够算到过了天堂

祝福你们！

2009-12-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

有个朋友的感情
不被一些甲乙丙丁祝福
觉得很无奈

在此要告诉朋友
管他们那些甲乙丙丁！！！

还有我们为你撑腰
祝福你们 =)

Weekend with my LOVEsssss~~~

2009-07-26T03:47:00.004+08:00

Busy day today~
Supposed to go gym in the morning... but the lazy bumm just cant get up @_@
After dim sum brunch, watched 1 episode of TVB series...
...................................
Decided not to go coz already late (1pm =.=")
So went to tong's house to play Plants vs Zombie~~~
Yeah~ Zombie~Zombie~~ Zombie Eh eh eh eh~~~~~ (=.=""")
Wait.... waiting... waited.... omg it's 3.10pm and BZTBKY hasnt call me!
cant wait d..... i call her myself!

SSML : Eh where u?
BZTBKY : Coming~~~ (her quote)
SSML : Coming? where liao?
BZTBKY : Erm.... Coming la.... At sungai Buloh la
SSML : Walau.... so slow meh? ok ok..... 5 5 come

After 15 minutes, my 6th sense tells me something not right... so i called again..

SSML : Reach where liao?
BZTBKY : Jam leh... Bandar Manjalara there... not moving!!! stucked!!!
SSML : Har? So far away still? we go ourselves la. meet there la.
BZTBKY : oh ok ok....

Went KTAR.... Teng's convo.... as the BFF aka ji mui... we must attend her convo de ma!!!
As Tong said people mountain people sea there....
Took some photos... then ciao!

Went dinner at jinjang~ had a yummy dinner which has the BEACH FEEL (BZTBKY said)
Then... muahahah~ Genting here we come!

Maybe today is too hot... hence genting also.... people mountain people sea...
Couldnt get seat for 8 in starbucks....=.=!!!! wat to do..... jalann jalan lo...
Passed by a familiar place.... which reminds me of someone....
Then I looked at Teng.... she shows me the same face I have i guess....... an emo face...
I guessed she has the same thought as me too.....
Miss him.... I'm sure he'll be happy for us out there....

Ended up at Hotel Resort Coffee Bean... Had a chicago cheesecake & Black forest blended... (cheesecake-SR is better... Blended-Starbucks is better)

Had some sort of discusssion about coming cameron trip...
Conclusion : Any order for steamboat, email BZTBKY

Then some people hand itchy d... cant wait to go casino....
So bye bye to WWOWY whom brought Copper there....
PET NOT ALLOWED in casino babe~

Reached KL around 2.30am.... a fun and happy day with my lovely friends....
We hardly have full attendance for even yamcha now... T____T

Looking forward to the cameron trip!

Holiday ^^

2009-07-22T14:06:00.003+08:00

Lalala~~~
Holidaying~~~
Slacking at home~~~
Watching TVB series~~~
Eating ice cream~~~
Missing Tong~~~
Hoping today is 1 August~~~
Lalala~~~

~~~^^~~~

Gong Xi Fatt Cai

2009-01-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI

wishing everyone has a great year ahead

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

(ps: i guess this post shud be bright red?)

GONG XI GONG XI

wishing everyone has a great year ahead

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

<喊>

2008-10-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

云顶一日游

2008-09-27T20:45:00.008+08:00

一切因为一个寂寞难耐的女生开始。。。

婉莹的男友出国了。。。特别为她担心。。。因为他们就像糖不甩。他不在这，她应该会很不惯吧。
对她最近特别关心，也因为某某走时,她对我也有稍微问候下。所以礼尚往来啦！哈哈

也因为家仪去云顶，惹起婉莹的兴～

婉莹一早就到我家，像追债～

我们好像玩尽了所有游戏，　唯独 Space Shot。因为怕我们的飘柔秀发害了我们的一生。。。

开始我们的旅程 lu～

幸福摩天轮

很明显主角是我咯～

恐怖！！我隔壁那个恐怖～

mascot和我们　

不会错过你的镜头

看够本

世风日下的无知少年

在天鹅上

我漂在水中央～

云顶必吃的冰淇淋

玩了８个小时，累到～～～haih...
晚上脚像就要断了酱。。。

但是～～很开心～muahahaha

Yesterday Today Tomorrow

2008-09-14T09:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Kah Yee had a birthday party. Had so much fun there.

Today something happened and it's really upset me.

Tomorrow I don't know what is going to happen.

Special to Yap Wan Ying

2008-08-16T19:49:00.005+08:00

Knowing her since standard 1...

Been through all kinds of situation with her...

Working together for class drama in primary school...

Cried together on graduation day...

Talk on phone till we fell asleep...

Console each other on every problem we had...

Been through arguments...

Been through joy...

Supporting each other no matter what...

Two naive girls are growing up...

YAP WAN YING!

Although we didn't meet up so often nowadays...

But I feel the bond is going stronger since the 1st day we met...

Thanks for being such a great friend.

Special request by WY :

Birthday + BBQ photos ^^

2008-08-11T14:16:00.004+08:00

BBQ at Alvin's house... only 1 photo coz eefei forgot that she brought a camera !!

Make many many wishes~

My goodie ji muis~~~

Happpy Birthday ^^

Yummy cake and cute angels (me and her, lolz)~

Happy Birthday to me ^^

2008-08-07T01:02:00.004+08:00

Went shopping with wanying on Monday. saw a Tough purse RM259... it wasn't really the one that i wanted, but it's the best among all that I've seen.

While I was still consider whether to buy it, CT called me and he said "wa, so expensive ah?!?!"

i got fed up ($%#@$@!^%) and i got no mood to buy anything after that.

The next day after work, i got Billabong purse from CT. No wonder he asked me to consider few days before buying the TOUGH purse.
To be frank, I expected he courier present for me, but he did something extra.... so.... yeah ^^
thanks for everything , and u know what i mean.

When to work on my birthday as usual, found a big teddy bear on my desk. so sweet of my ex-students. thanks alot 5U.

Helped Madam Lucy to teach tuition class today, so went home at 3pm. so freaking tired.

Had a simple celebration with family. Thanks ^^

CT got a new headset, so we talked. Then suddenly my sis-in-law came to me and say my friends are here. I was like o.O" ???

Special thanks to Kah Yee, Teng, Choon Siang for the surprise. Will update the photo after i got it. I really didn't expect it. Got a present from the people, Esprit purse. Lolz..... I wonder why every year they buy me purse....

Thanks for all the wishes! All of you!

Maple fever =.="

2008-07-18T17:23:00.004+08:00

Venue : Italiannies 1U
Event : Jasmine's 21st B'day Party
Weather : Unknown
People : Weirdodido , Ponette , LongErz , Rikkun , Studitz ( ya kah?)

Maple Story Fever

Sex and the City (2008)

2008-07-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sex and the City (2008)

Samantha Jones said this:

Relationship is not always about happy.

Freedom

2008-07-12T03:05:00.001+08:00

dadadadida~~~

Suddenly I think of a phase i learnt in primary school
"As free as a bird"?
lolz....

happy holiday to my friends~ and myself!!!

Horny Alvin...the day before PMG final

2008-07-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
alvin, this is eefei

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
fei, this is alvin

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
alvin looking for girls

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
AHHAHAHHA

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
SO SEXY

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
XXX

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
undress me!!

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
right now !!

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
omg

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
i was eating kuih

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
shud i leave u two here?

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
almost sprayed out weh

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
im feeling so hot

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
hot???

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
too bad i dun have webcam

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
like fire?

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
H HAHAH

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
feel like doing naughty things to myself mmmmmm

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
thank the LORD

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
when i touch myself, i get3rd degree burns

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
oh my

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
alvin i tell u i gonan post this in blog

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
3rd degree oni ah?

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
HAHHA
jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
me oso!

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
i'm gonna save and post

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
*high fives meng li*

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
*piak*

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
dun touch my ass

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
ham sap

teddybearmonsta@hotmail.com says:
ish ish

jesslyn_toh88@hotmail.com says:
roflmao

chong_meng_li@hotmail.com says:
lolz

人来，人往

2008-06-17T22:49:00.001+08:00

生命中有很多过客
有趣的是，你并不知道谁会在你的一生中停驻谁会离开
至于几时会离开更不由得我们掌控
我们所能做的是珍惜眼前人

张明丽

2008-06-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

8月6日 尋求獨特的經驗

宮位：獅子座12º-14º

獅子座二

固定的火像

8 月6日出生的人生來就對追求人生經驗有股難擋的熱誠。他們非常渴望能經歷一些特別或不尋常的體驗，這些事體可有是一輩子纔發生一次，或簡直是不可能、難以理解或神奇的事。可能這一天出生的人自己就會導致這些經驗發生，但有時候純粹隻是巧合發生在他們身上。但無論是否直接參與其中，接觸一些已被長久遺忘或未知的事體，這種獨特的個人經驗簡直就像難以抗拒的磁石般吸引著他們。

對今天出生的人來說，平凡的世俗生活一點也不刺激，事實上，他們很快就會對這種生活感到索然乏味。所以，如果他們擁有一份普通的工作，或比較不那麼耀眼的家庭生活，就可能會陷入一種危險境地，那就是活在使他們能感到極度光奮的幻想世界裡。然後，經歷了多年的沮喪與失意後，他們或許會決定要放棄這種穩定的生活，重新出發去尋求另一個嶄新的天一。經歷過這些戲劇性的變化後，今天出生的人或許終將發覺，他們天生根本就不是居家型的人物。如果不能及早發現這個事實的話，他們或許會感到極端的痛苦。

隻有極為成功或資質較優的8月6日出生的人，纔能將他們對於獨特或不尋常事物的熱愛，與安定的日常生活結合在一起。通常，能做到這種調和的人，大多創意十足，或者是所從事的工作能直接接觸到奇特或少見的事體。除此，他們甚至還擁有能從平凡生活中挖掘出極其怪異或美好一面的天分，並能將這種獨特的發現和他人分享。

對8 月6日出生的人來說，超越凡俗的體驗（或至少窮究到底）是體非常重要的事，因此，他們會積極表現出對於生命的熱愛。然而，他們所選擇的生活形態很可能讓其伴侶覺得無法接受，除非他們的伴侶對於他們所追尋的事物也感到相當大的興趣。此外，8月6日出生的人在改變自己時，其速度之快常令他們的伴侶、家人或朋友大感喫不消。

今天出生的人對於愛或各種感官及性愛有莫大的需求，但是他們在追尋完美的戀或理想的兩人關繫時，經常會感到極度的失望。8月6日出生的人會是很好的朋友與家長，而且他們會用自己的方式表現出這一點。但是雖然他們做得很起勁，很認真地負起應盡的責任，卻無法使他們所愛的人感到滿意，原因無他，即他們的生活形態令大家覺得難以接受罷了。

幸運數字和守護星

8 月6日出生的人會受到數字6和金星的影響，由於受數字6影響的人深受他人的愛戴與仰慕，再加金星和社會互動有極大的關繫，因此，這一天出生的人經常在高度社會性的環境中工作。偏偏他們對這種環境會感到十分厭惡，有許多人甚至會因此遁隱起來，過著不為人知的生活（或甚至遭人遺忘），事實上，安穩的社會生活是他們最不喜歡的事。愛，經常是受數字6影響的人一生中最大的主題。金星和太陽（獅子座的主宰行星）的雙重影響，會讓8月6日出生的人顯得十分迷人與性感。

健康

由於他們太受不尋常事體的吸引，8月6日出生的人很可能會令家人相當失望，因為他們無法過著能保持身體健康的一般生活。然而，矛盾的是，這一天出生的人必須借著美味而定時的三餐、美好的官能感覺、美滿的性愛關繫與諸如散步、慢跑或遊泳等經常性的運動，纔能維持良好的身體健康。對他們來說，最大的困難就是該如何在不感到乏味的情況下，維持這種有益健康的生活步調。幸好，他們天生擁有一種能趨吉避兇的本領（想想看他們對於不尋常與可能帶有危險性之事體的沉迷），偶爾不妨暫時打破慣常的生活作息，參與各種狂歡作樂的聚會。

建議

請認清這項事實--即你必將面對妥協。為了得到愛與溫情，你必須放棄一些對新奇經驗的渴慕。學著以他人的角度來看待一體事情。

名人

雷克爵士(Sir Freddy Laker)英國航空公司的老板。

日本建築師竹松信。

英國維多利亞時代最傑出的詩人丁尼生(Alfred Lord Tennyson)，享有桂冠詩人的美譽達42年之久。

蘇格蘭細菌學家弗萊明(Alexander Fleming)，以發現抗生素盤尼西林而聞名於世，1945年因這項重大發現在二次世界大戰期間拯救了無數的性命，而獲頒諾貝爾化學獎。

英國電影導演克萊頓(Charles Crichton)，代表作《笨賊一籮筐》。

露西鮑爾(Lucille Ball)美國電視女演員，為美國最持久的電視劇《我愛露西》以及續集《露西劇場》的制作人及女主角。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第6張是“戀人”，像征透過兩性結合的“愛”，能使全人類團結在一起。牌面正立時，這張牌表示道德、美學以及肉體上更高層次的感情與渴望；牌面倒立時，則代表欲求不滿、多愁善感和遲疑不決。

靜思語

會發生的是未曾預料到的事。

優點

有趣、浪漫、有原創性。

缺點

幻滅、魯莽、不善交際。

Inspiration

2008-05-26T12:53:00.003+08:00

Mid Term soon....
two "ass" due in 3 days time...
what am i doing?
why so many lazy piggy inside my body now?
coz this sem is way to easy compared to last sem?
so i take it WAY TO easy?
my god!!!
i wana gambateh!!!

I NEED INSPIRATION!

Fatt Mou!

2008-05-23T13:59:00.007+08:00

Holy sh*t!!!!!
Sorry..... but I canot control myself now!!!
oh my!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I ate this!!!!!
my god!
I was too hungry after class that day.
So I faster grab something to eat. Then i see the nicely wrapped biscuit on my table. I bought it when i went penang. so it's like 10days ago.... but expiry date still got few weeks more
So i happily opened it and ate one of them.

Then the next day... my mum told me this :

"eh, u know ah, justnow i open the tupperwear ah. inside got the dao sha beng u bought back from penang. but someone ate 1. duno who eat the FATT MOU dao sha beng (the biscuit la) leh....."

I was like 0.o ....... aaaarrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I'm the Fatt Mou-brained girl that ate the Fatt Mou biscuit!!!!

Althou I dun feel any big changes in my body, but.... I feel so ...... aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Swear to God!
I would never ever eat Dao Sha Beng anymore!!!!

my god!!!!!

AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Kuantan Trip 2-4.5.2008

2008-05-14T10:50:00.015+08:00

Went Kuantan with my family. coz my brother transferred to Kuantan starting May. so we go explore abit his new place.

Here's some photos to share.

From apartment carpark

From apartment carpark

My family.I've forgotten what beach is this...teluk chempedak?

Me and my daddy mummy

baby 1st time stepping on beach

My Fm crew at Kuantan.

Salute!

View from apartment

Love family

Lovely couple

Hak Yi Gai

The car that makes me speeechlesssssss

Trying to smack my mum's face into water.Hoho

Mum asked for help.. daddy looking

My daddy refused to help his wife @.@smile only

Small crabbies

See carefully. baby was shouting

v('.')v

Tallest guy doing his duty to carry the bags

Me and my mummy

Me in apartment

Before the storm...

Storm coming...

Raining....

7 zhai on the plant

they love baby

Free mini zoo near apartment

Riding horse... 2nd time

Bergaya

Balance?!?!?

Smile ^^

Daddy holding daughter's hand

Duno what river is this

The smell... @.@

The End.

MOTHER

2008-05-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

A touching story!

EIGHT LIES OF A MOTHER

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor.
Often we hadn't enough to eat.
Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice.
While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say
'Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry.'
This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat the what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten, My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, 'Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish.'
This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, 'Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning.'
Mother smiled and said 'Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired.'
This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her.. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said 'Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!'.
This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again.
But Mother refused to remarry saying 'I don't need love.'
This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me.
She said, 'I have enough money.'
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to me 'I'm not used to high living.'
That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, 'Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain.'
That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.
YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

'M' is for the Million things she gave me,
'O' means Only that she's growing old,
'T' is for the Tears she shed to save me,
'H' is for her Heart of gold,
'E' is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them,
'R' means Right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell 'MOTHER' a word that means the world to me.

For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, cherish and remember what sacrifices she did for you.

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

*special thanks to alex for sending me the mail ^^

Holiday!!!

2008-05-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of my 11 days holiday....
woke up at 11am... which is something I never do for so long....
then play maple for while... miss my dear guild mates... DSD rox!!!!!
miss chatting and training with them... although now all of them so high level while i still so noob
but mapling is all about fun, right?
then sleep for while... then dinner with family. so full...
a bit sien d... what should I do leh???
11 days.... 3 days kuantan.... 3 days penang.... 1 day dental appointment... 1 day shopping with the CAT .... 3 days left.... maybe one day with the ex-colleages... one day with cheetong? haha... i wish
holiday can be sien too!!!!
but i enjoy being sien sometimes!
haha

缘分

2008-04-26T10:20:00.004+08:00

翻开日记
看看陈年旧事
发现原来是他
满好笑的
兜了一个大圈
竟然是他
但也是这一个圈
让大家成长了
造就了今天的我们
~庆幸~

CHONG MENG LI???

2008-04-21T21:01:00.001+08:00

What Chong Meng Li Means You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

thank you ^^

2008-04-10T19:25:00.007+08:00

Did my very first individual presentation today. About next career move... anyway, the topic wasn't so important....

Finally i did it!

thanks for CT that called before my presentation to give me support. Although the blur blur me missed the call, but anyway it's the heart that counts! ^^

also to my frens, jie xin that purposely brought his laptop for me. su rynn and ade that give me support too. and those that brighten up my day. like....

Woo Kah Yee!
thanks for being there for me all these while.
seriously
no joke
dont laugh!
dont cry also!
wuhaha.
for being such a great fren
call me if u wanna play badminton anytime!

I won't reject you

.............
at least no unreasonable excuse!
I'll try not sweat more when we play badminton next time.

happy moments over...
horror once coming!!!
exam!!!
mamamiya!!!

ASSignment

2008-04-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

Handled up two reports today.... finally! eventually! at last!
sometimes I wonder will the assignment help us in anyway other than remember the ma fan APA (America Psychology Association) format and burn midnight oil to rush up the assignment....

After this 2 reports, LAN lecturer gave us another surprise today... another assignment...
And final exam is just like 2 weeks more

I guess my uni life is all about:

1. assignments
2. finding car park
3. getting summon for illegal parking
4. quizzes, midterm, final
5. waiting bus from KPD back to main campus
6. watching PDA couple"live show" in class

...... i think.... that's my life for remaining 2.5years....
sickening.....

ASSignment......

Missing you

2008-03-25T02:22:00.014+08:00

Suddenly I miss these people, these moment and the warmth

社会生病了

2008-03-21T00:15:00.005+08:00

临睡前，收到炽堂的简讯，把我的睡意通通打散了。。。

他的朋友昨天被绑架，凌晨2点多回到家门口，被几个人绑架了。赎金就那区区的RM6000，不是说RM6000是小数目，但就因为那笔钱而做出害人害己的事，值得吗？

交出赎金后，受害者带着身上的伤回家。身上那些伤远远不及心里的伤。。。那难熬的6小时，对那名个女生的一生造成多大的伤害及阴影。至少往后看见匪徒的同款车时，心里也会冷了一下吧。。。

忘了是什么时候开始，环境变质了。
以前，死亡好象只会因为年老、病痛。
现在呢，绑架勒索、奸后灭口、欠债不还、私人恩怨买凶杀人。。。。

从何时开始，人类的生命贬值了，变得儿戏了？
生命不再需要被珍惜了吗？是否应该把生老病死看的超轻的？

这个年头，人们把这种种的案件当成一种理所当然的事。

翻开报章，总会有这类案子，这让人们产生了一种态度 "Learn Helplessness"。

顾名思义，就是当你身边重复出现某种现象，你会变得习惯了，不再想/做任何举动来阻止现象的发生。

*（Learn helplessness : tendency to fail to act to escape from a situation because of a history of repeated failures in the past [PSYCHOLOGY mypsychlab editon ; Ciccarelli & Meyer, 2006] )

人们不再想如何活得精彩，而是每天如何安全回家。

曾经听说，钱包里要放些多余的钱， ATM 户口也要有一定的数额。原因是万一有什么大吉利市有一天被点中了，那些钱如果让匪徒满意而又不激怒他们的话，保住小命的机率高一点。

之前有一名印裔妇女在路边拜地主公，冷不防两名匪徒强走她身上的金链后把她推进沟渠。
别以为这不幸事告一段落，几天后土匪到回附近找那名印裔妇女，对她拳打脚踢，说如果没有钱就不要学人戴金链。因为那些金链是假货，匪徒卖不到钱。

换句话说，我们要准备钱被抢！

这是天大的笑话，但却是事实！

是谁的错？

受害者吗？因为她夜归？因为她不会保护自己？
但每个人有活动自由啊！

还是匪徒？因为他们为求自身利益而伤害别人？
如果是所谓的彼不得已呢？

时势造英雄的同时，英雄脚下踩着多少甲乙丙丁？
在我国捐出巨款给别的国家赈灾的同时，是否有份考虑过我国的穷人？那年复一年的财政预算案上的赤字？

经济低迷 --> 失业 --> 罪案增加

还是

罪案增加 --> 外汇投资减少 --> 经济低迷

？？？？？

每一天我们都得防这个防那个，让人好累哦。。。
如果我们只需要想怎样不伤害别人，而不用绞尽脑汁想如何不被人伤害。。。世界会是多么美好！

无聊之作

2008-03-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

听了一首歌

下輩子別再做女人
原唱:梅豔芳

女人我親愛的姐妹們
你經過千山萬水之後得到了怎樣的男人
辛苦了女人療傷是你的本能
與其在回憶之中心疼還不如早一些清除傷痕

下輩子別再做女人我們這一生苦的很
別為了一個吻你也肯去愛上某一個負心人
下輩子別再做女人快樂的時間少的很
在愛情中打滾誰是你最後的愛人

听着听着。。。
想想。。。是不是下辈子不再做女人？
哈哈，做女人有什么不好？
怕路霸怕爆胎怕车坏怕身材走样怕没人要怕有人要了又被抢了怕变黄年婆怕别人讲是非怕皮肤不好怕皱纹怕出街不知要哪件衣服陪哪双鞋。。。
总有怕不完的东西！

再想想。。。是不是真的下辈子不再做女人？
哈哈

Miracle

2008-03-18T10:15:00.006+08:00

WANTED

2008-03-16T18:50:00.003+08:00

突然很想念你！
很久很久没有看见你！
你在哪里？？？？
失踪？
再不出现就要去人口失踪局报案了！

刘安胜!!!!

I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY!!!

2008-03-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Everyone is asking me to kick off my lazy worm and start to do some blogging... ok... maybe I should. So.... I started this blog. It's been so so long since i blog in my previous blog... haha... time flies.

Some pictures in life ^^
2/3/08... KahYee fetched me to CheeTong's house to fix something.... While I'm working hard there... she actually took picture of herself using MY hp.. and with ME as background! virus!!!!

8/3/08 went sing K with loo and huiching at SS2 K-box.. 1st time...
cheap cheap oh! We were really HIGH that day #.#

election 2008... all the banners and flags hanging everywhere... which might CAUSE ACCIDENT! blocking my view saja....

My 1st fried egg in year 2008.. egg with chili sauce! YUMMY but looked awful. Anyone wanna try?

13/3/08... reached HELP at 8.15am... finally i can see some space in parking lot...
*normally my class is noon one....

14/3/08 Second time going into HELP library. It reminds me of the good old days in form 6 ... MPPJ library ^^

Sleepy d... only slept for 3 hours yesterday... better sleep now before kena scolding....
nite~